where you are

is it so impossible to be where you are,.

sitting beside you i feel i'am thousand miles away from you,

i cannot connect at all. is there something that am not seeing with my these eyes ?

when you touch me i don't feel the passion nor the pain.

am hopelessly in love this time all i want to is see you smile.

As where you are is where i want to be...

Its through your eyes all the things i want to see

i want to reach every corner of your mind.

i want to be a part of everything you are, you promised me your life.

I'll do everything i can to be a part of you.

Just let me be before we say goodbye..

all the dreams and hopes that we have shared

all the promises under the starlit sky

this life gets lonely and all i want is your time

so just listen..

in the night i want to be your dreams.

somewhere

Have you heard of a place somewhere , nowhere

where there is no time, no consequence and no grace

where there is no day and night

people have smile on their face...

A place where your age cannot be a factor

fear has no name, envy has no place.

can you take me there ?

just for a day

you walked pass me and i caught your presence
in silence i see you, in darkness i feel you
you`re everywhere iam, you`re all the things i need
just for the moment maybe
but i love you with my everything
my soul longs for your touch
my skin brightens with your sight
your smile makes my day
you`re everywhere iam , you`re everything i need
just for a day maybe, i want you in my life....
just for today ..............

perfect day

i have a thing for tomorrow, before i get to bed i think of the day gone by and make a promise to myself that i will do it better the next day. i pre-plan my words and rehearse my actions on my mind. after a full replay of my vision for the coming new day i fall asleep. the new day comes and i jump start it with a smile knowing what i have on my mind already. but as the day unfolds i tend to get carried away , so careful of what is coming my way that i tend to forget where i am at many times. my way of a perfect day ends up in a mess as i have gone above my limits. time to get to bed again and plan for another perfect day !!

peace

" Peace does not stay with you unless you develop certain qualities and establish certain conditons in your life
without self discipline , control of thoughts , detachments , moderation in your habits and desires, appropriate awareness, attitude and approach, you cannot expect to have peace in your life and in your mind " - said my guru
peace seems most elusive when sought after though
i needed some peace and often thought i could bargain it with something i was best at but i realised peace was within me always i jus needed to be with it !!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=suEj-FIpMJw

i dont believe you

distant love

its strange how we both have transformed
from friends to lovers and to beings friends once more
and now you call me by my name
you came to visit me and thats when i knew i could never have you
we had our best and our worst times together
got drenched in the rain and swam in the river
rode around the city on your motorbike, smoking up all day
you would kiss me and say that we were meant to be
things have now changed for sure, you dont even sit close to me anymore
times when you accidentally touch me you apologise and make it silly
it feels unusual but i got used to it somehow
our faces are unchanged but our ways seems bizarre
and i dont believe you when you say that you love me no more
when you still have the same look like before...