just for a day

you walked pass me and i caught your presence
in silence i see you, in darkness i feel you
you`re everywhere iam, you`re all the things i need
just for the moment maybe
but i love you with my everything
my soul longs for your touch
my skin brightens with your sight
your smile makes my day
you`re everywhere iam , you`re everything i need
just for a day maybe, i want you in my life....
just for today ..............

perfect day

i have a thing for tomorrow, before i get to bed i think of the day gone by and make a promise to myself that i will do it better the next day. i pre-plan my words and rehearse my actions on my mind. after a full replay of my vision for the coming new day i fall asleep. the new day comes and i jump start it with a smile knowing what i have on my mind already. but as the day unfolds i tend to get carried away , so careful of what is coming my way that i tend to forget where i am at many times. my way of a perfect day ends up in a mess as i have gone above my limits. time to get to bed again and plan for another perfect day !!

peace

" Peace does not stay with you unless you develop certain qualities and establish certain conditons in your life
without self discipline , control of thoughts , detachments , moderation in your habits and desires, appropriate awareness, attitude and approach, you cannot expect to have peace in your life and in your mind " - said my guru
peace seems most elusive when sought after though
i needed some peace and often thought i could bargain it with something i was best at but i realised peace was within me always i jus needed to be with it !!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=suEj-FIpMJw

i dont believe you

distant love

its strange how we both have transformed
from friends to lovers and to beings friends once more
and now you call me by my name
you came to visit me and thats when i knew i could never have you
we had our best and our worst times together
got drenched in the rain and swam in the river
rode around the city on your motorbike, smoking up all day
you would kiss me and say that we were meant to be
things have now changed for sure, you dont even sit close to me anymore
times when you accidentally touch me you apologise and make it silly
it feels unusual but i got used to it somehow
our faces are unchanged but our ways seems bizarre
and i dont believe you when you say that you love me no more
when you still have the same look like before...

silly girl

"Cheer up and smile " he said smoking his cigarette,

he could never relate to her pain anyway

she faked a smiled , grabbed her jacket and said "baby i have to go"

it was raining outside she unwrapped her umbrella

and started to walk along with the empty streets

the rain couldnt hide her guilty tears

she dreamt of those dreamy eyes which took her by surprise

her wrecked heart crammed with pain

even the darkness could not comfort her mind

he flooded her thoughts with his charm he always did

now all the memories she held onto to

turned out to be fictitious

she felt silly; the moment was long-gone

things between me and you

its almost magical that i say no word and you hear me loud and clear
right from what i need, you know it best when it concerns me
you have picked me up when i was low and nurtured my thoughts when i was down
you have healed me with your words and cured me with your songs
your presence in my life is like the sun always bright and shining strong
i fail to imagine a day without you around

with your eyes closed

smile at me my dearness sweet
think of me while you`re asleep
your hands , your feet keep them warm inside
cant wait the moment i`d rest beside

a few while back i spoke to you
time flies by, how no clue
minutes turn seconds and hours flies by too
almost always - a supernatural high

If i could see all your tomorrows
you`d never go through no sorrows
everyday would be a fun experience
everything at your own convenience

Things will sure change as we both age gracefully
and I`m sure we`d always be on the same page
we got to do everything right, so you stay fine
cant help it dear - you`re precious ALL MINE !!

another day

days draw closer to another
days appear and days disappear
with memoirs some superior and some terrible
less trivial but worthwhile
by means of thoughts and events
some images , some sketches and outlines
they giggle they blubber sometimes
days of rain and days of shine
out of many some like today
days end several
only to draw closer to another

day after the womens day

There was a big fuss on the television for the global celebration of women ,with debates about the kind of progress in social, political and economic field the new age women have made around the world . Media being the only source of such virtual information plays a very important role in our lives. Some spoke of womens love when others spoke of the strengths while women was the topic on all the news channels. i was all smiles and feeling really great though no one from my house had wished me a happy womens day, the idea of celebrating womenhood around the world for a day and India for that matter had made me happy, then followed the Womens Reservation Bill being passed on at The Rajya Sabha that made news today.. As i was walking back home from my friends house in the evening after a small post womens day celebration, i passed by my neighbours house where this well educated , fiat driving man who had on womens day given flowers (which i gladly accepted) to all the women in the colony was hitting his wife for a reason he believed was much more impacting then the whole idea of celebrating the existence of women, when the whole world agreed that women must be treated equally and with respect . I paused for a moment and thought to myself why are we such hypocrites , i put back the flower on his door step as my resentment.